I honestly believe all joy is prohibited from my life. I find someone who makes me so happy. Who finally gives me a reason to try, even to get up each morning and attempt a normal, functional life. The one time something feels so right, and of course, not even that seems like it can last. I try and try, but nothing seems to work. I don’t want to, but this seems like the only solution.
don’t get mad when i get a boner when we cuddle